Is it you?

Lordelo, August 2013
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How?
How did I slip away?
How?
How did I let myself stay?

Here,
Here where the hearts doesn't beat
Here,
Here where myself and I don't meet

Past, is it you?
Why after all this time
Give me a clue
Otherwise leave me to crime

To crime and law
Lost and lesson learned
Lime a flaw
Engraved and burned

Closed you never were
I want to see you at the zoo
"A lifetime of pain, please Sir"
To enter you

Down?

If was I'd take a look
At my past's book
Remember the lesson and go
To the present into the future slow

Why?

I don't miss
But I don't forget
You are me and I'm me
Bless and rest and let

Why, just why?